you

for you, it so simple and eazy to say

it so eazy to get and make them believe

there is nothing that you can't get

you control yourself to make the situation which you aren't a thief

they are always wrong

but you... always right

a poker face

different beetween your outside and inside

i never heard you say sorry when you are a far away with someone

yeah. i don't know you at all

yeah. you're right maybe i kinda wrong say that you're nice.

but something that i really upset with you are

"i love you"

say it now. and i need a time to believe

or maybe i can't believe again

it's so eazy to you to say.

curious.

how many people especially for a woman

have heard you say it to them?

and make them believe that you are really say it from your heart

stupid.

i forget that you are a bad boy

forget that you love someone whom i already know.

so upset.

that you say it to her.

and then

you say it to me.

stupid.

now i say i regret.

but why i still missing you :"(

finally it finish...

i hope i'll get the best

trust me.. it works

zzz

"andai waktu bisa diulang.. andai ada alat pemutar balik waktu.. andai gw bisa meralat semua kesalahan gw.. andai gw ga bego.. andai gw sadar lebih awal.. andai gw tau itu salah.. andai gw lebih peka.. andai gw tau arti hidup ini.. andai gw tau......."

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

intinya sih andai gw tau jawaban yang bener pas ulangan, jadinya kan ga dapet jelek..

saat ini

i got it!


Mungkin ini sebuah peringatan dari ALLAH SWT atas kelalaianku dalam beribadah dan menuntut ilmu.Dahulu sebelum menjelang UAN tiada waktu bagiku untuk bersantai, tiap malam selalutahajud.. tapi sekarang, shalat tidak tepat waktu, belajar sambil nonton malahan tiada konsentrasi..

Rabu kemarin, dibagikan rapot mid semester, walau aku tau nilai kimia tidaklah bagus malahan terjun payung, aku tidak menyangka nilai yang lain mengikuti.. Sedih rasanya ketika harus memberitahu mama tentang nilaiku, mama hanya berkata "nilai semesternya jangan sampai kayak gini lagi ya, diperbaiki" walau begitu aku tau mama kecewa..

Takut

Ulangan smt tgl 4 hari lagi.. walau aku tidaklah siap, tapi aku kan berusaha semaksimal mungkin untuk mendapatkan nilai yang terbaik, amiiinn

mom.. dad.. i'm sorry

i love this song!!

mariah carey feat whitney houston-when you believe

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraidAlthough we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yeah

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frailIts hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[Mmmmmmmmmyeah]

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now
Im standing here
My hearts so full,
I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought
I’d say

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frailIts hard to kill
Who knows what miraclesYou can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don’t always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when you’re blinded by your pain
Can’t see the way, get through the rain
A small still, revealing voice
Says love is very near, oh
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You try to say
The things that you can’t undo
If I had my wayI’d never get over you
Today is the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don’t want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don’t want to talk about it
And I don’t want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don’t want to talk about it‘Cause I’m in love with you
You’re the only one
I’d be with ’til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

And I don’t want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don’t want to talk about it
And I don’t want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don’t want to talk about it
‘Cause I’m in love with you

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything
Everything

I don’t want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don’t want to talk about it
And I don’t want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don’t want to talk about it

And I don’t want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don’t want to talk about it
And I don’t want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
And I don’t want to talk about it
‘Cause I’m in love with you

I’m in love with you
‘Cause I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you

pertanyaan terpendam

semua orang hidup di dunia ini tentunya punya arti sendiri

dari dulu gw tau hal itu, tapi sampe sekarang gw ga bisa nemuin arti hidup gw di dunia ini, menurut gw kita semua ini hidup untuk mencari pahala yang sebanyak-banyaknya dan gw insaallah akan mencari pahala itu, namun satu hal yang masih gw cari adalah arti hidup gw di dunia ini

kalo dalam keluarga,gw bukan seseorang yang bisa membuat mama sm papa bangga,semua yg gw punya ada di ade gw. untuk ade gw, kayaknya juga gw belom bisa dibilang sebagai kaka.

jadi apa arti hidup ini

gw bersyukur udah diberi kesempatan untuk lahir di dunia ini, dan udh seharusnya juga gw jalani hidup ini tanpa keluhan, juga harus mencari arti dalam hidup ini.
mungkin sekarang gw belom nemuin, tapi smoga aja suatu saat nanti gw bs nemuin..

I HOPE SOMEDAY MY QUESTION WILL FIND THE ANSWER

kimia dan fisika ku tercinta

well,
indah banget nilai fisika sm kimia gw, gatau deh respon ortu gw kalo tau nilai gw, hahaha.
sebenernya gw yang salah karena terlalu nyantai, dan waktu itu lagi males banget buat belajar..
yaa makin hari perasaan makin malesss aja.. [alasaan]
mungkin jalan terbaiknya adalah beribadah dan berjuang
tapi, pikiran gw sekarang-sekarang ini lagi menolak, selalu malass..
ckck

tiada kata yang dapat kuucap selain pernyataan maaf

kata pertama

haloooo semuaaa..









mungkin ini kata pertama yang akan gw tulis disini..

i love france..

haha

akhirnya buat blog juga,tadinya sih malees, hehe

well, ga tau lagi mau ngomong apa, hehe